The Wee One

 A couple weeks back I went to the doctor. I was so nervous leading up to the appointment. In fact, I had convinced myself I was not pregnant, just fat. So when in fact, he pulled up the ultrasound (which they do at EVERY appointment...SCORE!) I was more in shock than anything. I wish I could say a RUSH of emotion over came me...that I was suddenly so happy, and in love. But in fact, it was more like, "wow, this is real, we have another one coming" and then suddenly I felt so guilty. Like I was in some way, ruining Lincoln's childhood by having another baby. It was the most odd feeling I have ever had. Most of my friends tell me they felt the same way, not sure how to feel about the new baby, not sure how to work around the schedules, etc, until they held them...then it all went away and everything fell into place...lets hope so!

Also, can you imagine this HUGE play structure INSIDE the waiting room at my doctors office!? They also don't call you by name there, for privacy reasons. They give you a buzzer (like at a restaurant) OR you can have them text you...so fancy! I am in LOVE with the place, and so thankful for a friend who told me about it. Also, the hospital I am delivering at has Jacuzzi tubs in every room, all private rooms, and the best food around...YES!